1st January 2019 Dear Cooper and Finn, I went to bed at 11.11pm last night. I felt a bit lame and like I'd let myself down by not making it to midnight on New Year's Eve, but then I remembered I don't really care and made the most of the extra 49 minutes of sleep. This year I want to cram less in to our days. To be present in the moment and not always thinking of the next thing. And to not just see things as tasks to be ticked off. Oh and to stop getting quite so ratty at your dad. X X X